"Mad"

sigh, what a weekend. Lets keep this simple.
Lowell's Homecoming was crackin! so many people, but most of them didnt know what they were doing so they were basically standing there in the way. w/e. My date was thee best! Dessert after too! oh man. perfect night for me! =) Saturday was a day for me where i was taught a lesson. It was one of those where it leads you to a brand-new perspective on a problem that needed to be looked at. Not really a BIG problem but it was something that i had to be careful of. Everything turned out okay at the end. Im guessing we're starting to realize what would happen if one of us makes a mistake. I seriously need to becareful because i felt sooo bad that night. i dont know why...seriously. i really felt bad like i let her down or something. It was a small problem but it just hit me critically. Its probably because i really want this to work so it hurts me when i do something wrong. I'm going to try my best and give it all i got.

Sunday & today was the day for me that made me realize how naturally driven i can be to reach my goals. I can still do it, might even seem close enough to touch. I was thinking about my future the whole day. i gotta get into that energy to refocus on my efforts of doing good in high school AND have fun at the sametime.